Anew

Lately at the forefront of my mind I have that thing reminding me that it's the purpose of the artist to deliver the essential anew, or maybe it's lingering in the back of my mind? Sometimes it's one and sometimes it's the other. Either way it's there, that's all that matters. It's there because of this blog. I realize I retread quite a lot of old ground. Or maybe it just seems that way to me? I mean, I know it's happened but maybe I'm making a bigger deal out of it than is necessary? Maybe I shouldn't think of it as a problem. I don't, but I've wondered if I should. But the thought fades quickly enough. I like the idea of working through something again and again, telling the same story over and over. Doing so inevitably leads to greater insight, greater perspective. It's what I love about this blog, this weblog, this log. As I've grown older so too has the desire to have some sort of written record of my life, something personal I can pore over that lends some perspective on the nature of change... my change. I'd like to see where I was at... internally. I wonder what it will be like to look back on all of this somewhere down the line. I don't expect it'll amount to much. I actually have a lot of thoughts about a lot of different things... a fork in the road. I could go one of many ways with the post if I wanted to, but I think I'll let it end here. I'm sure to pick it up again sometime in the future.


DS333, breathing.