001.240.365

• I'm so worried that I'm barren. I keep thinking that something's going wrong with my little wildflowers. Maybe the seeds are defective. Maybe I used too much water. Maybe they're too cold. Maybe they're not getting enough light. Maybe they're not getting enough air. *sigh* This is the part I hate and love the most. :|
• There's a tiny window of time that my neighbors could catch me naked each time I got out of the shower. Though, that would require a perfect storm of extreme desperation on their part and extreme carelessness on mine. Lucky enough for everyone there's not enough desperation and carelessness in the world. :P
• I had a shitload of crazy ass dreams last night. One of which I was able to quickly mark down on the Mac before I fell back to sleep... it's something I'd use for a sketch. Very violent. And very scary... odd for me to get scared in that way.
• So it seems that I'm hooked into this season's Survivor.
• I've stopped watching American Gladiators, I dropped out a couple of weeks back... maybe three.
• Ahhh!!! I just learned that the release date for My Blueberry Nights got pushed back to April 4th!!! It was supposed to have been out already, on the 13th of February. :(
• I fear the worst. My Mac might be on it's last legs. *knock on wood* I really need to make some current back-ups and sync to .Mac as soon as possible. Again, it's probably just my paranoia getting the best of me... but it's better to be safe than sorry. I hate this worry.
• I'm deciding whether to chuck these cords I'm wearing. They fit, but I kinda like a little give in my jeans/pants/slacks/etc. The only thing that's holding me back is the color... they're a rich chocolatey brown, I'd hate to give that up. If they were a 31 or 32 I'd be in heaven.
• I'm totally gonna go crazy tonight. I snagged some cake from my nephew's first birthday party yesterday. It's pure ambrosia. Men would kill for this cake. :P I don't know how many pounds I ate yesterday. I gotta hit up that bakery some time.
• I wish I had my espresso. *daydreams*
• I'm such a glutton.
• I kinda wanna barrel through the entire 2nd season of Lost on DVD. I might start tonight. The second half of that season is one of the strongest examples of suspense and drama in TV history.
• I should probably head out.
• Goodnight, you princes of Maine. You kings of New England.
• I've never watched The Cider House Rules. :P

DS333, optimistic.